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Its so painful
Well, life is such a misleading.Some time what you see or hear might not be the truth and what you might not see or hear might be the truth. Recently I found out something that make me depressed so much that I'm putting a smile but crying out loud inside me. What i believed to be the truth that time was not mean to be. Whatever the explanation or story was more than a farce. How i wish that i did not find out the whole truth so that i can just move on happily. But now it seem it will be more HARDER THAN BEFORE. Oh god please give me strength and wisdom to overcome this obstacles. There's no need to lie in the first place as I trust every word you said at that time but know,everything down the drain. All the reasons and explanations about things, I had already accepted but it make me feels like a fools. How could you do this to me. Was it my mistakes to lead you on....Is it fair for you to do this to me after all that i had done for you. Silently you are killing me inside without even blathering your eyes lid. Believing in every words you said and giving you so much patience and what did you give me....Monday, May 12, 2008 FARCE and LIES. Still I will act like an ignorant fool as I don't want confrontation that might hurts both of us or other parties. I will swallow my pride and make you think that I will not find out what you have done as I don't want to hurt you. Gone are the day when I can be very revengeful guy and show no mercy to peoples who hurts me as i have mellow down over the years. The other side of me which you don't know and never see before as you were lucky to meet me as I am now. Cool,calm and chill guy. Ever forgiving to people eventhough they have hurt me.I sit here on the stairs Cause I'd rather be alone.If I can't have the truth from you right now.I'll wait dear.Sometimes I get so tense but I can't speed up the time. But you know what, there's one more thing to consider. Said woman take it slow and things will be just fine. You and I'll just use a little patience. Said it B....ch take the time cause the lights are shining bright on you and I've got what it takes to make it. I won't fake it, I'll never break it cause I can't take it but just a little patience to spare, yeah, a little patience, and some more patience, which i could need some patience, and gotta have some patience, Oh God what it takes is just patience. A little patience is all I need as I'VE BEEN WALKING THE STREETS TONIGHT. JUST TRYING TO GET IT RIGHT. ITS HARD TO SEE WITH SO MANY PEOPLES AROUND. I DON'T LIKE BEING STUCK IN THE CROWD AND THE STREETS DON'T CHANGE BUT MAYBE THE NAMES. I AIN'T GOT TIME FOR THE GAME CAUSE I NEED THE TRUTH, CAUSE I NEED THE TRUTH, WHAT I NEED IS JUST THE TRUTH FROM YOU, ALL THIS TIME. posted at : 12:32 PM |
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